Cherie is banging on the keyboard, because: P&C BLOWS HER BRAINS OUT AND THERE'S LIKE SO MANY BLANKS DAMNIT AND SHE CAN'T REM WHICH ECONS QNS IT IS TMR WHEN THERE'S TUTORIAL IN ANOTHER 12 HRS, OH DEAR HEAVEN.
HELP.
perpetually blowing my nose on tons of tissue paper doesn't help the situation either.
I need to read to destress. Crap. Jo asked me, what the heck are you stressed about?? Argh, everything. That's so not a satisfactory answer is it?
Too many things to update, too many dates & faces to remember, but oh, sister's teacher had a wedding dinner at Shangri-La today, haha cool. So I helped her dress up, with my dress and all, LOLZ. And apparently, there was a Japanese gakuen (school) lodging there.. Damn the rich kids. HAHA, kidding. ARGH WISH I HAD MONEY THAT FELL FROM THE SKY, WISH I HAD TOO MUCH CASH UNTIL I CANT REMEMBER MY BANK ACCOUNTS, WISH MY GRINGOTTS ACCOUNT IS LIKE FULL OF GOLD, LIKE OMG LIKE REAL.
I have filming tomorrow.
A miserable kid is one with no money. Cherie is a miserable girl with very little money in her spenditure account, and she feels desolute and desitute. CRUD. Life lieks to play jokes on me like haha.
Suffering while doing Math. Darkness upon light, ink stained fingers. I have a headache. Come on, emulate positive-nessssssssssss. Shit, I hate hijackers. damn documentary.
sometimes i wonder, why will I stand up to make my Life more interesting than it is right now? Because Im so bored everyday, I just want to cry. Jiayou. Just a little more, just a little more. Just another one more year.
After A levels, Im going on an exchange program. Away from here.
I bought a lot of things today. This is my cap for this month's shopping. There's PROMOS too. So that's enough money spending for me. And I have tons of debts to settle too; with my mum too of all people =.= YEH. im getting scared of myself. I think I owe every single one of my friends a little bit of money everywhere. This spurge is freaking me out. THEREFORE, I am going to STOP shopping for the time being.
My phone misplacement was a HUGE SCARE too. The bastards who got my phone deleted all my messages and my contacts from A - E. WTHEHELL. but thanks for returning it anyway.. because if you didnt, I WILL SUFFER FOR ANOTHER 6 MTHS, until the next scheduled phone change.
I CLEARED MY CUPBOARD TODAY. i have 150 ++++ tops. I junked 48 of them away. OMGla. i have to get a new cupboard soon. I feel so damn miserable right now.
IF ONLY I DIDNT HAVE MONEY WOES. :( but damn, this reminds me that im still a student. a poor student at that.
im getting paranoid. i really need to calm down.
sometimes, my naivete irritates me. but grrr.. im trying.
Sometimes, it's very hard to express what I want to say. I'm a very expressive person and for people who know me well, Im also super vocal. But sometimes, all these feelings are holed up for so long, they jumble up and tumble over each other, crying and apologising until they get it right. And when they do, it beomes too difficult to express them. Too squashed, too restricted, it becomes all too awkward. There's a lot of things I really really want to say but I think I hesitate too much. I play by Life's stipulations and Im good at abiding by the boundaries that have been set for me. Too good I think. This box is hard to break out of.
UM. You're a little tedious to tackle. Because I think you've been on my mind far too much. Too much of anything is bad. I can't say nor confirm what this is right now, but I guess I will, in the near future. UM. Maybe I shouldn't say this but - all I need is a smile from you and that alone would already make my day. HAHA! No harm having happier days. :D
Im super sleep-deprived. but I've got a lot of work to do so I MUST do them first. GRRH. SIGH. I do wish I had more faith in God, because I know He's always there and whenever I need him, He would never fail me. So Lord, give me strength and peace, because there is no greater love than God's love. God bless his people.
This is a very random entry. It kinda shows Im almost losing it. But that's okay because I know I'd be fine. (:
(If I had a choice on how my life will be, I want to travel with someone I love,
and take photographs of the myriad and the pretty, spreading the love of Christ,
near and far until the ends of the world!)
I ♥ God and God ♥ me!
Contrary to popular belief, I'm not unfriendly!!!!!!
Talk to me and I'd definitely talk to you.
Most people don't really get me but I usually get most people.
Economics is beyond fascinating. ;)
x
Family is ♥!
Best friends are ♥!
Colours are ♥!
The universe is ♥!
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13 January 2008
Cherie is banging on the keyboard, because: P&C BLOWS HER BRAINS OUT AND THERE'S LIKE SO MANY BLANKS DAMNIT AND SHE CAN'T REM WHICH ECONS QNS IT IS TMR WHEN THERE'S TUTORIAL IN ANOTHER 12 HRS, OH DEAR HEAVEN.
HELP.
perpetually blowing my nose on tons of tissue paper doesn't help the situation either.
I need to read to destress. Crap. Jo asked me, what the heck are you stressed about?? Argh, everything. That's so not a satisfactory answer is it?
Too many things to update, too many dates & faces to remember, but oh, sister's teacher had a wedding dinner at Shangri-La today, haha cool. So I helped her dress up, with my dress and all, LOLZ. And apparently, there was a Japanese gakuen (school) lodging there.. Damn the rich kids. HAHA, kidding. ARGH WISH I HAD MONEY THAT FELL FROM THE SKY, WISH I HAD TOO MUCH CASH UNTIL I CANT REMEMBER MY BANK ACCOUNTS, WISH MY GRINGOTTS ACCOUNT IS LIKE FULL OF GOLD, LIKE OMG LIKE REAL.
I have filming tomorrow.
A miserable kid is one with no money. Cherie is a miserable girl with very little money in her spenditure account, and she feels desolute and desitute. CRUD. Life lieks to play jokes on me like haha.
Suffering while doing Math. Darkness upon light, ink stained fingers. I have a headache. Come on, emulate positive-nessssssssssss. Shit, I hate hijackers. damn documentary.
sometimes i wonder, why will I stand up to make my Life more interesting than it is right now? Because Im so bored everyday, I just want to cry. Jiayou. Just a little more, just a little more. Just another one more year.
After A levels, Im going on an exchange program. Away from here.
I bought a lot of things today. This is my cap for this month's shopping. There's PROMOS too. So that's enough money spending for me. And I have tons of debts to settle too; with my mum too of all people =.= YEH. im getting scared of myself. I think I owe every single one of my friends a little bit of money everywhere. This spurge is freaking me out. THEREFORE, I am going to STOP shopping for the time being.
My phone misplacement was a HUGE SCARE too. The bastards who got my phone deleted all my messages and my contacts from A - E. WTHEHELL. but thanks for returning it anyway.. because if you didnt, I WILL SUFFER FOR ANOTHER 6 MTHS, until the next scheduled phone change.
I CLEARED MY CUPBOARD TODAY. i have 150 ++++ tops. I junked 48 of them away. OMGla. i have to get a new cupboard soon. I feel so damn miserable right now.
IF ONLY I DIDNT HAVE MONEY WOES. :( but damn, this reminds me that im still a student. a poor student at that.
im getting paranoid. i really need to calm down.
sometimes, my naivete irritates me. but grrr.. im trying.
Sometimes, it's very hard to express what I want to say. I'm a very expressive person and for people who know me well, Im also super vocal. But sometimes, all these feelings are holed up for so long, they jumble up and tumble over each other, crying and apologising until they get it right. And when they do, it beomes too difficult to express them. Too squashed, too restricted, it becomes all too awkward. There's a lot of things I really really want to say but I think I hesitate too much. I play by Life's stipulations and Im good at abiding by the boundaries that have been set for me. Too good I think. This box is hard to break out of.
UM. You're a little tedious to tackle. Because I think you've been on my mind far too much. Too much of anything is bad. I can't say nor confirm what this is right now, but I guess I will, in the near future. UM. Maybe I shouldn't say this but - all I need is a smile from you and that alone would already make my day. HAHA! No harm having happier days. :D
Im super sleep-deprived. but I've got a lot of work to do so I MUST do them first. GRRH. SIGH. I do wish I had more faith in God, because I know He's always there and whenever I need him, He would never fail me. So Lord, give me strength and peace, because there is no greater love than God's love. God bless his people.
This is a very random entry. It kinda shows Im almost losing it. But that's okay because I know I'd be fine. (:
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