Hello boy it's been a while Guess you'll be glad to know That I've learned how to laugh and smile
CNYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Today was so unproductive. Morning; got dragged up at 9am (I slept at 2am last night -.-) to go to Grandma's place. Turns out we're like the EARLIEST, the only other relatives there was Mitch's family who lives like 3 floors down from Grandma's. I didn't even get to see Da Gu and others. LOLZ. And then, we went home to sleep. Sleep! Cause my mum works the night shift at NUH so she needs her afternoon naps, kay. I re-read New Moon, tried to surf the net a little, gave up and went to bed.
I woke up at 5pm. Went to Jia's place for my maternal side's reunion. Usually we're at fourth aunt-in-law's place but she met with an accident, so we kinda shifted location. Mel was totally like, "Lau! Why you all so late!!!" I just smiled sheepishly. Cause we were sleeping? -.- I haven't seen Vanessa in ages!!!! But I got to see her today. which was great :D Qi Xiang got so tall! OMG, little boys do grow up fast. And I still feel like a dwarf next to XJ, even through we're like the sameeeee age. The boys were stuck to the computer, watching XJ pwn at Dota, even Russell korkor. Erh, that sounds weird. Usually, I just call him Russell but Russell is so much older than me! It feels weird not to address with some form of seniority (we're cousins btw). Ross played a trick on Junnie; he took his food away. And my little brother cried!! LOLZ. But he was really eating wayyy too much.
Anyways, that's the super summarised version of today's events. And I didn't see some relatives because they're like overseas. Like Bee jie and 3rd aunt? Etc etc. I got bored sometimes, and randomly messaged people. Hahahah, thanks for entertaining me ya :D
Everyone on earth who hasn't read Stephanie Meyer's Twilight must get a copy of the book and READ IT. Cause it's pure addiction :D
Sometimes, I feel frustration. And then, I remind myself that I chose this path. I wish I have the foresight to look further. And ignore the impending fire. I'd always have the courage to plunge headfirst into the flames. I just know it. There are times I have wondered what I'm in school for. And then, shock overwhelms me. What do you mean what I'm in school for? How do you define passion? Love? Determination? I don't have any of those. I definitely don't love Geography. Things change. People change. I feel myself change. Even now, as doubt plants it's seeds, I still know I'd conquer this mountain. Just like how I'd conquered everything else. Give me strength Lord, far as I am from You.
What's life?
I miss having the ability to cry at will. When I wasn't afraid to cry, when I wasn't afraid of people seeing me cry, I think it was when I feel real.
I visited TenjoStyle's blog like always, and besides the other Arashi nitbits I always revel in (:D) There was new about NewS. LOL. That looked weird. anyway NewS, has a new single!!! It's call Weeeek(Yes, four 'e's) and it played in Japan in a commercial called Russ.K, for some product I think. Anyway, it's lovely, and I'm addicted! There's CM(commericals) with different people of NewS in it, but I loved the YamaPi, Koyama & Masu one the most!
YamaPi, Koyama&Masu:
All:
Basically, it's the same thing, but who cares! ENTERTAINING (: There's others, but you can go source for them yourself! HAHA :D
4B gathering ytd was fun! Through I got diarroea today from eating all that half-cooked food. -.- FEWWWW people came and HQ and I were lateee. Not that few la, lemme think; KinLai, Fendy, Whitney, Yvonne, Benson, WeiLang, Leslie, Zheng Ming, Hong Wei, Melvin, Regina, Alvin, Yew Leong ... And that's it. Including HuiQing and I, of course.
I couldn't recognise Hong Wei at first sight, cause he stopped wearing glasses! LOL. And Yew Leong and I kept talking about health products, Regina and I kept taking pictures, Wei Lang kept trying to scare me with the live prawn and with his (usual REALLY ANNOYING tactics like boo!) voice-in-my-ear kinda thing (ARGHH. I haven't killed you for that, yet, you idiot). It's been three years, and we haven't changed, it's great :D
Melvin eats a lot, seriously a LOT. How does he remain skinny, I do wonder.. Alvin is still lame, Leslie still takes pictures (with a bigger camera this time), Fendy and I are still stressed over OP & Chinese A lvl (but he scored like AAB for promos, so whatdahell, smart), Zheng Ming's in the army (cause he's 20 already), KinLai and I still can talk about anything under the sun HAHA, Whitney is still cute (she lost weight thro (:) & Benson is still the same old arrogant him. Yvonne is still smily as always :D Hui Qing is still my bestbestbestbestestfriend, &&& that will definitely NEVER change, you hear? :D We've gone through too much together to let THAT change. We argued like non-stop in Secondary 2 & 3, like seriously everyday. But that changed through :D Can I say I love my class? 4b YEAH! Hey the others who didn't come, man.. You guys lost out on a lot (; Anyway, this is the first 4B gathering that I'm attending! HAHA.
Okay, I need to visit the toilet.
Sister ordered the Time CD, regular edition and some other limited edition for goodness knows what, and I want my Aiba pictures can? And my super-huge-ass ARASHI poster! <3s Sister is waiting for Ohno's uchiwa which has been sold out since goodness knows when. Hey, I want Matsujun's uchiwa ! My birthday is cominggggg :DDD It's tomorrow! I wouldn't mind, if I got,
1. iPod classic white 2. PSP slim white/pink 3. a new desktop 4. SIMS 2 - Seasons/Bon Voyage/Pets 5. ARASHI ANYTHING. LIKE SERIOUSLY ANYTHING. 6. AND ANYTHING ELSE, IM NOT PICKY. SO LONG AS ITS NICE! :D
Thank you all those people who have given early birthday presents to me! Especially N385 for the Hillsong CD (I love it!:D) and KinLai&Fendy for the Polo wallet! <3s
The birthday celebration for me by N385 was wonderful!! :DDDDD I was so surprised by it, I seriously thought we were going to play a game, haha. I was so happy (((((: Thank you guys soooooosoooooo much :D LOVES.
Which reminds me, BEN MUST LEND ME HIS ARASHI CD!!! YOU HEAR! :D Ok, will bug you when you get back from service.
And I feel lost. AND ANGRY, sometimes. With people who assume they're always right and you must be wrong. Oh man, its tough. Balancing a diff lifestyle from yours. I dont know if I can take this any longer.
BUT its okay. Put on a smile, fake or not, and carry on LIFE as you should.
Not feeling well again, maybe that's why Im cranky today? Sorry bro&sis. AHAHAAH. BUT CELESTINE SHOULD STUDY. Physics is not an obstacle you're stuck with alright? You'd get pass it :D JIAYOU.
Why, do you think I should apologise to the whole world? I feel bad, but it doesnt mean I feel wrong (:
(If I had a choice on how my life will be, I want to travel with someone I love,
and take photographs of the myriad and the pretty, spreading the love of Christ,
near and far until the ends of the world!)
I ♥ God and God ♥ me!
Contrary to popular belief, I'm not unfriendly!!!!!!
Talk to me and I'd definitely talk to you.
Most people don't really get me but I usually get most people.
Economics is beyond fascinating. ;)
x
Family is ♥!
Best friends are ♥!
Colours are ♥!
The universe is ♥!
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7 February 2008
Hello boy it's been a while Guess you'll be glad to know That I've learned how to laugh and smile
CNYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Today was so unproductive. Morning; got dragged up at 9am (I slept at 2am last night -.-) to go to Grandma's place. Turns out we're like the EARLIEST, the only other relatives there was Mitch's family who lives like 3 floors down from Grandma's. I didn't even get to see Da Gu and others. LOLZ. And then, we went home to sleep. Sleep! Cause my mum works the night shift at NUH so she needs her afternoon naps, kay. I re-read New Moon, tried to surf the net a little, gave up and went to bed.
I woke up at 5pm. Went to Jia's place for my maternal side's reunion. Usually we're at fourth aunt-in-law's place but she met with an accident, so we kinda shifted location. Mel was totally like, "Lau! Why you all so late!!!" I just smiled sheepishly. Cause we were sleeping? -.- I haven't seen Vanessa in ages!!!! But I got to see her today. which was great :D Qi Xiang got so tall! OMG, little boys do grow up fast. And I still feel like a dwarf next to XJ, even through we're like the sameeeee age. The boys were stuck to the computer, watching XJ pwn at Dota, even Russell korkor. Erh, that sounds weird. Usually, I just call him Russell but Russell is so much older than me! It feels weird not to address with some form of seniority (we're cousins btw). Ross played a trick on Junnie; he took his food away. And my little brother cried!! LOLZ. But he was really eating wayyy too much.
Anyways, that's the super summarised version of today's events. And I didn't see some relatives because they're like overseas. Like Bee jie and 3rd aunt? Etc etc. I got bored sometimes, and randomly messaged people. Hahahah, thanks for entertaining me ya :D
Everyone on earth who hasn't read Stephanie Meyer's Twilight must get a copy of the book and READ IT. Cause it's pure addiction :D
Sometimes, I feel frustration. And then, I remind myself that I chose this path. I wish I have the foresight to look further. And ignore the impending fire. I'd always have the courage to plunge headfirst into the flames. I just know it. There are times I have wondered what I'm in school for. And then, shock overwhelms me. What do you mean what I'm in school for? How do you define passion? Love? Determination? I don't have any of those. I definitely don't love Geography. Things change. People change. I feel myself change. Even now, as doubt plants it's seeds, I still know I'd conquer this mountain. Just like how I'd conquered everything else. Give me strength Lord, far as I am from You.
What's life?
I miss having the ability to cry at will. When I wasn't afraid to cry, when I wasn't afraid of people seeing me cry, I think it was when I feel real.
I visited TenjoStyle's blog like always, and besides the other Arashi nitbits I always revel in (:D) There was new about NewS. LOL. That looked weird. anyway NewS, has a new single!!! It's call Weeeek(Yes, four 'e's) and it played in Japan in a commercial called Russ.K, for some product I think. Anyway, it's lovely, and I'm addicted! There's CM(commericals) with different people of NewS in it, but I loved the YamaPi, Koyama & Masu one the most!
YamaPi, Koyama&Masu:
All:
Basically, it's the same thing, but who cares! ENTERTAINING (: There's others, but you can go source for them yourself! HAHA :D
4B gathering ytd was fun! Through I got diarroea today from eating all that half-cooked food. -.- FEWWWW people came and HQ and I were lateee. Not that few la, lemme think; KinLai, Fendy, Whitney, Yvonne, Benson, WeiLang, Leslie, Zheng Ming, Hong Wei, Melvin, Regina, Alvin, Yew Leong ... And that's it. Including HuiQing and I, of course.
I couldn't recognise Hong Wei at first sight, cause he stopped wearing glasses! LOL. And Yew Leong and I kept talking about health products, Regina and I kept taking pictures, Wei Lang kept trying to scare me with the live prawn and with his (usual REALLY ANNOYING tactics like boo!) voice-in-my-ear kinda thing (ARGHH. I haven't killed you for that, yet, you idiot). It's been three years, and we haven't changed, it's great :D
Melvin eats a lot, seriously a LOT. How does he remain skinny, I do wonder.. Alvin is still lame, Leslie still takes pictures (with a bigger camera this time), Fendy and I are still stressed over OP & Chinese A lvl (but he scored like AAB for promos, so whatdahell, smart), Zheng Ming's in the army (cause he's 20 already), KinLai and I still can talk about anything under the sun HAHA, Whitney is still cute (she lost weight thro (:) & Benson is still the same old arrogant him. Yvonne is still smily as always :D Hui Qing is still my bestbestbestbestestfriend, &&& that will definitely NEVER change, you hear? :D We've gone through too much together to let THAT change. We argued like non-stop in Secondary 2 & 3, like seriously everyday. But that changed through :D Can I say I love my class? 4b YEAH! Hey the others who didn't come, man.. You guys lost out on a lot (; Anyway, this is the first 4B gathering that I'm attending! HAHA.
Okay, I need to visit the toilet.
Sister ordered the Time CD, regular edition and some other limited edition for goodness knows what, and I want my Aiba pictures can? And my super-huge-ass ARASHI poster! <3s Sister is waiting for Ohno's uchiwa which has been sold out since goodness knows when. Hey, I want Matsujun's uchiwa ! My birthday is cominggggg :DDD It's tomorrow! I wouldn't mind, if I got,
1. iPod classic white 2. PSP slim white/pink 3. a new desktop 4. SIMS 2 - Seasons/Bon Voyage/Pets 5. ARASHI ANYTHING. LIKE SERIOUSLY ANYTHING. 6. AND ANYTHING ELSE, IM NOT PICKY. SO LONG AS ITS NICE! :D
Thank you all those people who have given early birthday presents to me! Especially N385 for the Hillsong CD (I love it!:D) and KinLai&Fendy for the Polo wallet! <3s
The birthday celebration for me by N385 was wonderful!! :DDDDD I was so surprised by it, I seriously thought we were going to play a game, haha. I was so happy (((((: Thank you guys soooooosoooooo much :D LOVES.
Which reminds me, BEN MUST LEND ME HIS ARASHI CD!!! YOU HEAR! :D Ok, will bug you when you get back from service.
And I feel lost. AND ANGRY, sometimes. With people who assume they're always right and you must be wrong. Oh man, its tough. Balancing a diff lifestyle from yours. I dont know if I can take this any longer.
BUT its okay. Put on a smile, fake or not, and carry on LIFE as you should.
Not feeling well again, maybe that's why Im cranky today? Sorry bro&sis. AHAHAAH. BUT CELESTINE SHOULD STUDY. Physics is not an obstacle you're stuck with alright? You'd get pass it :D JIAYOU.
Why, do you think I should apologise to the whole world? I feel bad, but it doesnt mean I feel wrong (:
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