Your image overwhelms my brain!

I had a lot of fun this week.
Not a lot of work done though.
Drat, gotta pull myself down to reality!
SIGH

so would you be my best friend


There are some things that hurt more than others.
Its kinda like you don't know why they hurt because omfg they shouldnt, but they do.
Isn't that kinda melancholic in an ironic sort of way?
Im feeling upset and I don't know why?
Awful isnt it.
I keep a tight rein on my emotions most of the time and its times like these where I go fuck it why should I be someone Im not?

Im still trying to understand.

HELLO WORLD! or what's left of it, HAHAHA.
school's been great AND horrifying. I know now that procrasinators like me were never made for university life.
High school/pre-university days - cramming WAS THE NORM.
In NUS, when you cram, you're the freaking ODD OUT, y'kno?
Oh god. I'm picking after my pieces BECAUSE IM AWESOME LIKE THAT.
like real; ugh, haha!
cramming - sigh, i will miss you.

Anyways, I've been thinking alot. As usual.
And yeah, I'm a silent thinker. I think a lot of people think Im an air-head cause I've said a lot of stupid things in tutorials this entire week (and the last).
But well I thought they were worth contributing. Gotta get thicker skin for m'self! :D
And sometimes I do think of you. The proverbial prodigy who is crawling his way to salvation.
And I'd like to remember you in better days; the ones which I care to remember, the days where we kept love in our hearts and our smiles.
Its really hard, because I don't forgive easy but I think I'd like to. I'd need divine strength for that and I pray that God does help me with some.
I keep your messages; the better ones, because I really have not completely left that part of life aside. It's difficult because accumulatively I felt like I've spent a lifetime with you.
But that again, is not true of course.
My entire lifetime would have been wasted on you; honestly.
I loved you. There's a fine line between love and hate, isn't it?
And I think I'm ready to tear this line apart because there's no part for you in my life anymore.
But I'm really glad you've picked yourself up when I could not do it for you.
My brother in Christ, He who is closer to you than your very breath has found you. I do hope you don't stray anymore.
Maybe its time to change your label as 'the F-ing Asshole' to something more gentle, hey?
I'm happy now and so are you.
God truly works in wondrous ways.

When I ask myself what I'm here,
I can always rely on my girlfriends to give me a satisfactory answer, haha!
Everyone else just bombs.
Yeah, I'm here to make something out of my life.
Cheers :D