Thanks Nathan for the BIG SURPRISE on VDAY hahahaha. Thank you to all who texted me to ask if I was alright! Yeap I am, still a little unwell but getting better! C: LOVE ALL
HAHAHA totally awesome song above -! (Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand)
I want to find it; that elusive dream in my life, Yeah, so its pretty tough sometimes. I've even thought it's impossible, it's never gonna happen, it's too far away. Too many times I've regretted one decision or another; but then again, epiphanies happen to me and they tell me, trust in the the decision that you've made in the past. And the truth is: to falter is to fall and to hesitate is to say, "Hold on." I pray I'm never going to say to life, "Hey, hold on just a minute." There's no minute to hold on to; Time holds on for no one. Just like how dreams hold on for no one; it's right up there for you to catch it out of the sky. Before we run out of time.
i can't remember, but its alright, I'M ALRIGHT. keep it cool: just jam XD
- - really tired these days. HAHAHA, my friends say I've been using a lot of expletives! Really? OMG HOW DEMEANING OF ME but its alright. its just the way I let off steam.
Ethan laughed at me today. DX Hate you! HAHAHA How I wish I had been in your school so We would have so much more fun tgr before. Strangely, I really miss you. Ergh, that just sounds really gross, hahaha! Thanks for running down from your place after I complained about my claustrophobia.
I miss Vicky too! and I miss Mel! and Jiajia and Xijing and dadadadaa and Joy, and Zaid, and Deepa and sigh. loads. I even miss my old orientation group mates from over 2 years back.. YEAH I DO. On a good note, I met QIXUAN while walking down to my busstop today! Was really elated to see her; miss her loads too!
FREAKING TIRED. loads of birthdays coming up soon. EXAMPLE: ..... okay just a lot of examples. like SIHUA's, MEL's, MONICA's, ANDREW's etc
- know what? I've been realising how horribly pampered and privileged I've been in my life. I've never even had to go hungry, ever, in my life. I've never been denied anything I really want. My dad relents after two short lectures about my bad habits and he's always really so nice to me. My mum nags alot but she's very affectionate in reality; she organised like 3 18th birthday parties for me. I know why my parents often lose their tempers at me and I would cry and say horrible things like I hate them or I wish they would just disappear. I've thought about all these things I've said in the midst of temper tantrums and anger out-bursts. and I've come to the conclusion that I'm a spoiled braatt - sigh. I've never been one to rein in my anger for long! Yeayh, yeayh, so I dont really get angry with people I don't know but they're always diverted to people I know well - zzzz. But I'm gonna try to get less angry - sigh. Thr's always a ton of ridiculous things that happen that really turns my anger valve like ON: my brother not doing his homework for one. zzz. Although I haven't really argued with my parents since I turned 18, I'm really gonna try to see things their way, really. -sigh. AND WHY THE HELL AM I SIGHING. Puck. I think its due to the smashing headache I have. I got it from claustrophobia after staying in my tutee's place for more than 1 hour. Apologies! But I really cannot tolerate small places for too long. DX Another thing I will try to resolve - sigh!
I will be going down for a job interview at Ngee Ann City tmr morning. Contrary to Nath's crazy ideas about Chanel, Prada and wahtshitz, I am quite sure it is none of the above.
My dad asked me if I finally know how hard it is to earn money. My very unsatisfactory answer was, "Uh...NO?" HAHAHA. Does suffering from a headache count?
Okay, love to all. Headache's killing me.
SOMEBODY BRING TO JAPAN AND JUST LET ME CHILL THERE, FOR LIKE FIVE MONTHS, SMISPLEASH? ireallywannaski. Madness, it's like spring in seasonal countries already. I'm really scared for A Levels. *_* side note: I'm taking SATS in May, in ACJ. yeyy, my sister can like show me where I'm supposed to go. I really wanna run away with just the money in my pocket.
side-sidenote: MELODY AMANDA'S 18TH BDAY IN LIKE 2 DAYS, OMG! HAHAHA!
(If I had a choice on how my life will be, I want to travel with someone I love,
and take photographs of the myriad and the pretty, spreading the love of Christ,
near and far until the ends of the world!)
I ♥ God and God ♥ me!
Contrary to popular belief, I'm not unfriendly!!!!!!
Talk to me and I'd definitely talk to you.
Most people don't really get me but I usually get most people.
Economics is beyond fascinating. ;)
x
Family is ♥!
Best friends are ♥!
Colours are ♥!
The universe is ♥!
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16 February 2009
Thanks Nathan for the BIG SURPRISE on VDAY hahahaha. Thank you to all who texted me to ask if I was alright! Yeap I am, still a little unwell but getting better! C: LOVE ALL
HAHAHA totally awesome song above -! (Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand)
I want to find it; that elusive dream in my life, Yeah, so its pretty tough sometimes. I've even thought it's impossible, it's never gonna happen, it's too far away. Too many times I've regretted one decision or another; but then again, epiphanies happen to me and they tell me, trust in the the decision that you've made in the past. And the truth is: to falter is to fall and to hesitate is to say, "Hold on." I pray I'm never going to say to life, "Hey, hold on just a minute." There's no minute to hold on to; Time holds on for no one. Just like how dreams hold on for no one; it's right up there for you to catch it out of the sky. Before we run out of time.
i can't remember, but its alright, I'M ALRIGHT. keep it cool: just jam XD
- - really tired these days. HAHAHA, my friends say I've been using a lot of expletives! Really? OMG HOW DEMEANING OF ME but its alright. its just the way I let off steam.
Ethan laughed at me today. DX Hate you! HAHAHA How I wish I had been in your school so We would have so much more fun tgr before. Strangely, I really miss you. Ergh, that just sounds really gross, hahaha! Thanks for running down from your place after I complained about my claustrophobia.
I miss Vicky too! and I miss Mel! and Jiajia and Xijing and dadadadaa and Joy, and Zaid, and Deepa and sigh. loads. I even miss my old orientation group mates from over 2 years back.. YEAH I DO. On a good note, I met QIXUAN while walking down to my busstop today! Was really elated to see her; miss her loads too!
FREAKING TIRED. loads of birthdays coming up soon. EXAMPLE: ..... okay just a lot of examples. like SIHUA's, MEL's, MONICA's, ANDREW's etc
- know what? I've been realising how horribly pampered and privileged I've been in my life. I've never even had to go hungry, ever, in my life. I've never been denied anything I really want. My dad relents after two short lectures about my bad habits and he's always really so nice to me. My mum nags alot but she's very affectionate in reality; she organised like 3 18th birthday parties for me. I know why my parents often lose their tempers at me and I would cry and say horrible things like I hate them or I wish they would just disappear. I've thought about all these things I've said in the midst of temper tantrums and anger out-bursts. and I've come to the conclusion that I'm a spoiled braatt - sigh. I've never been one to rein in my anger for long! Yeayh, yeayh, so I dont really get angry with people I don't know but they're always diverted to people I know well - zzzz. But I'm gonna try to get less angry - sigh. Thr's always a ton of ridiculous things that happen that really turns my anger valve like ON: my brother not doing his homework for one. zzz. Although I haven't really argued with my parents since I turned 18, I'm really gonna try to see things their way, really. -sigh. AND WHY THE HELL AM I SIGHING. Puck. I think its due to the smashing headache I have. I got it from claustrophobia after staying in my tutee's place for more than 1 hour. Apologies! But I really cannot tolerate small places for too long. DX Another thing I will try to resolve - sigh!
I will be going down for a job interview at Ngee Ann City tmr morning. Contrary to Nath's crazy ideas about Chanel, Prada and wahtshitz, I am quite sure it is none of the above.
My dad asked me if I finally know how hard it is to earn money. My very unsatisfactory answer was, "Uh...NO?" HAHAHA. Does suffering from a headache count?
Okay, love to all. Headache's killing me.
SOMEBODY BRING TO JAPAN AND JUST LET ME CHILL THERE, FOR LIKE FIVE MONTHS, SMISPLEASH? ireallywannaski. Madness, it's like spring in seasonal countries already. I'm really scared for A Levels. *_* side note: I'm taking SATS in May, in ACJ. yeyy, my sister can like show me where I'm supposed to go. I really wanna run away with just the money in my pocket.
side-sidenote: MELODY AMANDA'S 18TH BDAY IN LIKE 2 DAYS, OMG! HAHAHA!
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