OH EM GEE.
is life hard to live or what.

i've been doing reviewing, reading, thinking, trying to remain uber optimistic,
advising, going to more parties, planning parties, trying to wake up early,
and all sorts of uninteresting things like that.
oh, i forgot to include shopping. Yeah, and that.
&scaring people with my unpredictable temper.
stay away from my best friends, you unsavory people!
HAHA.

Is it always like this?
When there's no goal in your life, its like///nada, zilch, bing-no?
GEEZ.
But I know what I want to do.
I'm just.. waiting, I guess?
People've asking me: zomg what you gonna do with your life omg you?
LIVE? I know what I want to do.
I want to live in the name of all that's just and good.
I want to keep this naivety just a little bit longer.
I'm not all that lost.

....tada.
Another miracle in the making: CL num.2
My sister is.. my sister, HAHAHA.
She's the epitome of everything I am not & I'm the epitome of everything she's not and that just makes everything so much fun-er.
The most ironic thing is that she knows me so well and that makes me (just a little) irritated.
Even so, she's my baby sister so she's the one I'd trade the world for, even if she did bite me when she was 2.
I know you're gonna get into NJ so stop squirming in your seat.
:D -squashes her-

My cousins rule!
It's a fact. Funny people I lurbxzx you much much munchies~
My friends rock!
All of you never fail to bring out more giggles&fun&laughter.
I will NEVER trade any of you for anything, not even for $100 million!
And it's so much fun meeting up with old friends you havent seen in a million yrs and exchanging little notes about our lives, its just like -snapwe'rebacktotheolddays-
People around me are just so cool, seriously.

Right. So I should do someth cool too right?
Haha but besides 校长, I'm next best at studying in our little globs of cliques.
I guess that's the coolest thing I can contribute to our globby globs.

Am I making sense?

Who cares. xP

To B:
piss me off, I dare you.
Haha, I tell you, dempsey hill siriously siriously dark!
Wooowoot!



P.S Happy NINETEEN, BEST FRIEND! I'M SORRY I FORGOT TO HIT YOU 19 TIMES BUT I KNOW YOU ENJOYED THE SUPER SUPER FUNNY&SURPRISING&COOL BIRTHDAY PARTY WE ORGANISED FOR YOU AND MY SUPER COOL PRESENT RIGHT? Haha! I knew it xDDDD
-let's stay besties forevarhhh until Mars drops down on us.




I'm walking on, never gonna regress, never gonna regret!

i've been corrupted!!
i'm listening to KAT-TUN's music. oh golly.

haha, before I forget: happy 2009 everyone!
2008 has been a humbling and a joyous way (in more way than one really):
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things that have changed and those that hasnt!
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I've grown as a person; these looms of fate that have wound around me have opened my eyes to the world and I really would like to believe that my life is going the way I want it to.
Although i'm still the same uncertain, eccentric person, i know i've gotten some sliver of grown-up-ness, hahahah.
I still don't enjoy frivolous things but I do make an effort for my friends. You know who you are(:
I still write (in secret though). How cool would it be to release a book one day!
2008 has made me into a hardcore gamer because of the insane amounts of pressure &very annoying peer pressure. & i still think that Viva Pinata is the coolest game ever! HAHAHA (don't slap me, ethan)
My best friend is still LHQ! AND MY BEST friend(s) still all belong to 7seven, rofl.
I hang out more with the Louisa and co now. I'm also stuck to the hip with F!:P
I fight more with Dnkew than with HQ. truly ironic! (&its all ethan's fault)
I LOVE MY COUSINS!!! Shout out to Mel, Jia & XJ.
GG was developed. on New Year's Day at Esplanade.
I realised that Life is more about choices than about what people THINK YOU SHOULD DO.
I fell in love with Robert Pattinson. HAHAHA.
Still do not know how to pool and drive. Does not care about the former but is deeply interested in the latter.
I still hate drunks so I avoid pubs with people in depressionz & Clarke Quay!
Have not gotten drunk, ever. -smug smile-
I don't hate you anymore A. You're completely forgiven!
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things that should change!
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Get a bloody job. NOW>>!
My life. Once my results are out, my road is set.
My surroundings. I'm planning to take a gap year (working; omg the horror!) and (hopefully) be in UK as an intnl student in 2010.
My wardrode. Throwing out A LOT of old basics that I don't wear anymore!
My spending habits. Time to grow up girl!
Go to less parties. But go to more of best friend's parties!
Buy more books than clothes. Read more more more more. I WILL NOT BE A WORLD IDIOT.(i.e someone who has no inclination to understand the world)
Be a more devoted Christian!!
Less frivolous stuff like _________.
The world economic outlook!
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I do hope 2009 is the funn-est year ever. I'm still 18 anyway!:D:D:D
Thank you to all who have made 2008's fun and joy possible.
Thank you to 7seven, Lo&co, Dnkew, cousins and more for always brightening up my days!
Thank you for the love, the craze, the girls'sch screaming and the telepathic understandings!!

WURVE. GOD BLESS. ARRIVEDERCI 2008. CIAO 2009.
May Singapore's STI go up up up and growth expectations to improve by leaps&bounds!
May there be world peace and more love, less hate in macroscale~~~~

Let's all have more fun&joy&laughter&love&.