So!
Yesterday was my second cousin's wedding at the Hilton Singapore.
I haven't seen her in ages cos she's much older than I am, haha.
So it was different seeing her in a wedding gown.
It was gorgeous btw! It was satin white, with intricate silver and black crystals all over, especially on the train.
And their wedding photo book; very professional and beautiful!
Mel, Jia and I kept aww-ing over it, teehee :D
Everyone looked great, all decked in their diamonds and heels! especially the adults(:

And I saw my grand aunt for the first time.
Everyone had to go family by family to greet her.
She was pretty friendly though:D

Jia wore a dress. !!! LOL.

And I wore my 4-inch gladiator heels:D
Finally, an opportunity to wear 'em.

Bride and groom walk-in was totally awesome!
Because cousin-in-law is an officer in the army, he got some of his colleagues/friends to do a army march in so it was completely mind-boggling. For me(:
And I think he looks really good in his officer formal wear! Matches Huey Choo-jie's white dress(:
As tradition deemed necessary, they had to go through three obstacles to reach the wedding stage.
Pretty simple; 2 glasses of alcohol, 5 kisses at various parts of the body, groom has to carry bride up to the stage.
Still, pretty interesting!
For the yam sheng session, Ross ran up to the stage to represent his dad cos he was in the washroom!
Mel and I groaned because we thought it would be apparent that he wasn't a senior.. LOL.


AND
Hilton's function room sound system suck balllls.
Seriously. I don't think anyone at the corner could hear them.
Honestly. Because its Hilton, I thought their sound system would be so much more awesome.
But unfortunately, it wasn't to be.

I think my maternal family is really cool!
Not that my fraternal side's not :D
Cousins were the only ones being interesting so camera-man skitted around us a lot:D
The other tables were really really contained.
My silly brother downed a whole cup of wine after my irksome cousins, Ross and Xijing, convinced him that it was juice.
GEEZ. !!
And Cousin Xiaodi, being the oldest among us (Us as in the ones making the ruckus) was not setting a good example by egging them on!!
GRRRR. So, I went over to reprimand the big boys.
And all denied involvement. Right. That's all fine and dandy because lil bro isn't drinking and driving anyway(:
But Xiaodi-ge has to drive and he drank!!! Many many cups.
I think he got his dad to drive for him afterwards.
Before that, everyone was giving poor Xijie many many cups of alcohol and challenging him to go at it, bottoms up. He finished all of them, all 5 cups, wine, beer, brandy, whatever.
Haha, go Xijie!
He looked drunk at the end of it tho. ROFL.
Mel, Xijie and Xijing were all being photog freaks; trying to beat the camera-man out of his job? HAHAHA.

Oh and my brother got drunk!
Well, there's a first time for everything.

Cousin Ross looks like this senior in my school called Yihao.
LOL.
I never noticed the resemblance before! Haha.

Maybe I'd post pictures when Mel and the camera-man gets them to me (:

I LOVE MY FAMILY!:DD

Congratulations to Cousin Huey Choo and Cousin-in-law Heng Tiong!:D

dear blog



school reopened.

And I really can't comprehend why some people can be so hoity-toity when they clearly suck.
URG!
Talk about the pot calling the kettle black.
enfant terrible!-s
Ohhhh. Come on.

My timetable ends my days early for me :D
Muafuahaha.

I'm on a shoe spree.
And a diet.
So yeah, nothing new!
Except I might be dead broke before long.
Because because because too much of h&m, fcuk and f21 can be monetary hell for my wallet.
I'm getting my asos shoes this week! :D

and pay off more debt O.O
anybody read the frontpage on sunday abt 30s and in debt?
not in 30s but dad says im in danger!
GRRR.
I save my cash alright.
Im not stupid enough to let my allowance dwindle into the 10s.

Zzz.
I realised that I might be claustrophobic.
Now you know why I'm irritable and petulant on crowded trains and lifts.
Give me a capacious area and I'd be alright again.

Today Mr Shankar talked about London, Copenhagen and Sweden.
Places he'd been in the holidays
(Copenhagen is apparently very awe-busting ridiculously expensive.
Downtown London is really expensive too but the prices in Copenhagen is really ovr anybody's head.)
I dont know but it reminded me of my days in London.
Wandering around at King James Park and hot dogs at Trafalgar's Square!
Shopping at Piccadilly and skidding into TS, H&M everyotherweekend.
Playing with my little god-cousins, singing Rhys to sleep (LOL)
Hide&sleep with little Sian (pronounced Shan).
Taking the train to the centre of Birmingham because it is that big,
manymanymany photo shoots with Fm.
It was really really really fun.
Probably the best timesz of my life.
Probably.

Haha.

Oh weeeell.
It was in the past, that's true.
Still!
but WTF.
Just 5 more months and I'd be the epitome of freedom.
Almost.
Make the big escape.

:D

but you'd linger on
just needa be strong
nothing's gonna shake me.

Actually
I really comprehend what it is to let go of the past and move on.
But being a sentimental person, it is a bit of a emotional chore for me.

So
when I cleared my message inbox yesterday,
I cleared out those I clearly did not want to keep, literally and figuratively.
there were a few difficult ones,
but the decision was made.
I cleared them.

You say you were always the one throwing the ball back into our court.
Look at who is the one who is watching the ball bounce by, right now.
You left us.
We did not abandon you.

So, I'm tired.
We'd function perfectly alright without you.
But it won't be the same without you, that's true.



My cousin from USA defines amazing. LOL.
He got full marks for an online test from his university or something.
Is that prodigy or what?
Geez.
People who hanker at me for studying too hard should understand, haha.
With geniuses for family, how can I not strive hard to achieve some semblance of incredible-ness too!
I would have thought that he would change after staying in US for some time now but apparently not.
I don't know if it's a good bad thing.
I would want to change if I stayed overseas for too long.
This is a little embarrassing but he really is somewhat of an idol for me, haha.
He's in Ivy League, he's a scholar, he's smart, he can teach me complex numbers, lol.
Okay, I'm not making sense.

But I don't want to be a nerd! -cries-

I hate this period of time.
I'm feeling so monetary unblessed, it's horrendous.
I am upset.
And I hate it when my mother nags at me to go and look for an internship asap.
And I hate it too because I know I need one.

I still want to go to Ivy League tho.
Btw, Xijie told me his juniors from S'pore ask him stupid questions like, "CM got hot water or not ar? My mother ask me can make lang teh or not?"
OMG SHEESH.
I mean, brother, you're a scholar right?
Hot water? Like boiled tap water?
Yup, like even China has them.
At most, buy your own bloody boiler.
O.O

Right now, I'm the runaway mugger.
Cause I'm bunking at Cousin Jia's house.
It's next to East Coast!
So it's not so bad :D

FREAKFREAKFREAK.
So damn tired this entire freaking week!
I helped Huiqing with her filming.
ARG.
Finally, it's over.
A big big thank you to best friend(:D), Yan Ling, Alywin, Teddy, Razali, Han Jie and Affa for making my filming days funny even thru the drop-dead-and-die days.
BRRRH.

hello world. i am back. :D

I have been going to HQ's house for like everyday this week la.
Just to do my hair for the film.
It's seriously WTF cause it's damn tiring.
Hahahaz.
Try working with people, even your best friends, when they're stressed.
It can get ugly! LOLZ.
Today, Teddy finally met his doppelganger, Teddy Leong Xiao Pi and I almost tried to kill myself by flipping my 'life force' over, plus, I had a power nap on one of the comfiest beds ever. :D
Oh, and Singapore Poly is really really inconsistent with their words. Zzzz.
And I had the most costume changes today.
Can die.

And Alywin promised me 10% of the prize money! HAHAHAHA.
Oh, yes you did.

Overall, a good experience but tiring.
There's just so much detail I really can't put it into words.

Still, it was fun chionging with Yan Ling for the last train.
And you cannot believe how damn relieved I was when we could get out of Habourfront for the last time! Which is really ironic because most people would want to go there all the time.
That girl made me take the bus with her home!
And I got home 2 hours later than I should have.
MUAHAHA.
And singing Iron Man and You Only Live Once with HQ, Affa and Yan Ling!

Come to think about it.
I don't really regret filming all that much :D


....

But then again, time is money!
Zzz.
Haha, Alywin, 10% (:


Oh don't, don't, don't get up
I can't see the sunshine
Oh, I'll be waiting for you, baby
Cause I'm through

I almost got hit by a taxi and a van while crossing the road.
And I was being a clueless foreigner again.
I forgot to press the bell to open the bus' alighting door.
I was like an idiot, calling for the driver to open the door.
I think he ignored me. Bleah, asshole.
Some kind soul pressed the bell for me though. Thank you! (:
How stupid is that?
Okay, stupid.
I think even God was laughing at me.
LOL.

I'm thinking of going to Bible School.
Huh.
For people who don't have faith in my faith, screw you.
Oops, I mean, God save you.

My mosquito bites are scary!!
Even Hema agrees so.
ARG. ARG.
Horrible horrible horrible.
I don't know how to get rid of them. URG.

Mug somemore. :(

you know what?

i can so totally understand why E says he wants to club all the time.
cause it's exactly the way i feel right now.


like how you loved the sun.

Of all I've seen of adults, many of them have lost an arcane belief in Life.
Not least of my own parents.
Oh God, please don't let me become one of them.

its so easy to say i don't know where im going from here.
but i won't deviate, i won't stop, even if the path turns windy and whinny,
i'd keep my toes on and walk through the storm.

GEEEEEZ.
I am such a emotional hurricane, seriously.
I can deviate from unconditional joy to unconditional crankiness.
crap. and i really really really hate it when i feel irritated.
Or when someone reminds me of someone else, I tend to get prejudiced.
AND I get irritated.
Hm. Someone once said that I can't control my emotions.
How pretty damn true that is.
I go with the flow but at the same time, I can't control that flow.
That sucks.

im actually pretty tired of filming already. >_<\\
My ks syndrome kicks into motion.
I need to study!
I think
Oh whatever.

Right now, a dog is reminding me of STUFF.
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