My sister lost her luggage in the baggage chains of the world, but well, Changi Airport just called to say they found it :D Ireland's toffees rock! So does their Guiness :D She met a handsome Australian and a smarty Russian whom she hates. Very entertaining (: Some of the delegates were incompetant. One said this of Singapore: " Singapore' greatest problem is chewing gum and crime." My sister went totally: "UH, MAS SELAMAT hello?" And of Malaysia: "Our favorite pasttime is turning tops and flying kites." WTF? You know, when you're at a elite convention, doing some appropriate research would help. (: Andand, she faced a little discrimination but it was alright and fun in the end.
KLM's pilots are really good-looking. Seriously. And I saw this tall tall guy that really looks like Robert Pattinson! May Ching, your idol! :D And a Dutch guy standing next to my sister at the lost and found counter that was seriously seriously siriously omfg cute. Okay, enough squealing. Cousin Mark, you've gotta train hard for that pilot-ship so that you'd be just as suave as those pilots I saw! :D:D:D
JIAYOU.
I PASSED ALL MY TESTS. VERY HAPPY BUT YET, SAD. BECAUSE FOR MATH BLOCK TEST I WAS LOWEST IN CLASS, EVEN THRO I PASSED. 07S10 IS A VERY SMART CLASS, YES (; my shame brought tears to my eyes. work hard, work hard. off to do induction.
What do you see with your eyes? Where do the rainbows in the rain end? And when the night slides along the darkness, holding the moon in her hand, do we all hang our heads and ask the ground, what now? Did you know it was an ominous statement, that all children say : When I grow up, I'm going to be different. That when I grow up, I'm going to patch wounds and heal hearts, or write melodies to mend ends? That when I grow up, what will I be? What do you see when you close your eyes? I see the sky. And Beyond.
I thought I saw your shadow from the corner of my eye, but I guess I was wrong.
I don't know about you but I really feel the pressure now. I can't understand how being busy would help one get As. It's a good thing; involvement, but on the other hand, I'm no genius. I know I have to work hard, I can't mug much in a short period of time. And with the Common Tests coming right up, my nerves are all jittery. My weakest subject now is Math and I can't accept it; that's going to change. I know I've procrastinated this for far too long and I'm so nervous for A levels now, any slight mistake in my tests, assignments etc will bring on tears.
I already know the outcome of the Math Block Test.
TAGS:
HK - Hello! Oh really? I have a friend who was a PU1 at MI last year, maybe I'd drag her along and we'd pop down :D Thanks so much for the encouragement! (:
JEK - Sorry Jek, can't update you on Naruto now, will do so when I have time. But the series is getting reallyyyyy exciting now and I believe it's almost at the end of the run! And sometimes, I still want to slap Sasuke because he's being such a twit but whatever :D
MONI - AIYO MONICA CHUNG(:P), I don't understand what you're referring to le! Even after reading your post like 3 to 4 times?? So, what exactly are you talking about?? anyways, happy working kay. Got surplus must treat me at Westmall Swensons'! AHAHAH. Miss you much :D And yesyes, was there a underlined meaning behind the biscuit? (: You know, Louisa said she saw him not long ago! :O
VIC - GE was soosooosooo sad! Ya, math sucks! But gotta strive on! JIAYOU! :D
SIEWPS - OMG serious! We can attend lessons together :D:D:D:D and work hard for Chinese tgr! Let's strive on, Siewps! Yeah, it's super romantic and funny. Esp that ending sentence!
crash; it was a hit and run.
I watched Taiwan news again! It's the Presidental elections? There was this American Chinese girl with her Taiwanese mother, who was barred from entering the ballot box area because she was wearing a politically-sensitive tee. Normally, I'd be chastising Taiwan for barring her, because she can't vote anyway and it's just so ridiculous, but then again, her attitude was disgusting. She loudly proclaimed in front of all the cameramen, "No freedom of speech!" I don't know why that irked me but ugh, look at her. That superior tone she uses with the journalists as if they were a bunch of rats that can't understand English was in an almost vindictively justified attitude. Only her manner of speech came across as a insolent American in foreign lands, even though her skin is of the same colour as of the journalists in front of her,with an attitude of a supercilious hoity-toity juvenile. It was annoying. If I passed her by on the streets, I would have mistaken her for an ordinary Taiwanese girl anyday, because she had the appearance of a typical Chinese girl. That girl needs to be taught some manners, because darling, if you didn't know, you were on Taiwanese soil at that moment of time and not in your Manhattan studio. Good grief.
Rantrantrant. Join a gang will you? Should have been Saturday Report's title. (Geez, it's the Theme of Crime and Punishment o.0) And again, aren't gangs illegial because they're a sure route to becoming a criminal. Dear Parents, the easiest way to prevent your kid from ever encountering people whose only endeavor is to live on the lowest rung of society is to pay ridiculous amounts of money to gets them into an international school or to make sure they're smart enough (with a lot of Parental Guidance of course) to enter an elite school. Cherie's Sure Way To Live On The Upper Rungs Of Society From Childhood.
Read Saturday's report. It was absolutely intriguing except that everyone in my old school (myself included) already know why gangs exist, right down to the cause and effect. I never had any respect for people who do nothing but throw away their lives that both God and parent gave to them.
There's a Math block test tomorrow. Oh my beegees, who created hell and put me in it? After attempting to do Math for a while (aka revision), I kinda flipped. It's already at the point where you do or you don't. You just know.
It's a good time to sing Why Does It Always Rain On Me.
I chose to retake Chinese A level. God bless me that it wasn't and isn't the wrong choice. Like I say, nothing's impossible if only impossible was never invented. It doesn't belong on my vocabulary, except maybe flying pigs.
It was a good day, thro I was tired. Chatted with Kong Xinyi because we just found out that we take the same bus to school!:D LOL. After one and a half yr of living around the same area. -shrug-
probably my last lengthy post before the next weekend
Great Expectations is a seriously sad sad sad story. And I'm loving it. Used to hate reading it, because it was such a drag due to all the details but after some time (especially when you get to the end), one begins to see where Dickens' mastery lies. Poor Pip, poor Estella, poor Miss H and of course, poor Mrs Joe, for dying because of that jerk Orlick. He should burn in literary hell, if that's even a possibility. It's been a good journey through Literature.
I bought some Dickens' books from UK last year but I never did touch them. Perhaps I should start reading some of them soon.
Reading GE actually inspired me to write a scene from an original work I was doing. The character Idromas' home-coming from a month of wandering and his ailing mother and twin sister's reaction, in et cetera to various other occurances. Reading is good fun.
Was nagged at by various members of the family about trivial conflicts and other things that concern matters too close to my heart. Sigh. Even if the whole world believes that I, the eternally punished with the title of the family's uber spoilt first granddaughter (or like my great aunt likes to say, 连家大小姐!, with much uncalled for relish), can never live overseas on her own, much less wash her own clothes, I will prove everyone wrong. It wouldn't be the first time. Strive on, Cherie's Mission To Learn More About Homey Things That Will Enable Her To Actually Survive On Her Own. For the record, I CAN wash my own clothes and I know that it's back-breaking. Even so, I know there's much to learn and much to know.
SERIOUSSTUFF: I don't know why but I know that I'm reallyreallyreally ang-gray(!) at China's handling of the Lhasa uprising. Claim all you will, but even non-believers like I believe fitfully that the Dalai Lama had nothing to do with the violence! And to have shot some people to stamp down on the protests is a severe breach of human rights! I've always had a great respect for China, because it was the homeland of my ancestors and a land of great ancient history and culture but there are also times when I believe that they could have reacted in a better and more intellectual manner, instead of striking out like a wounded dictatorship. My dad and mum have been watching Taiwanese news lately and I have to shout out - the DPP's tactics are deeply asinine. It pains me to believe that such politics exist. I put my ten cents worth on Ma Ying-jou for President. Go justice!
Dad is going overseas for work tomorrow. It'd be a cold cold empty place at home tomorrow with both Dad and Mei gone. D:
Where outstanding is just ordinary. I read today's Saturday's Report. I may be no RJC student and I can't say I'm outstanding in neither cca nor academically. I do regret not joining Photog when I wanted to; just because well-meaning teachers encouraged me to indulge in more mugging and less activities. But I am comforted by the fact that I have passions, namely, writing, photography and court laws, and the sentence, crème de la crème is not enough, where the sky's not the limit but the limit is the sky, is where I'd set my boundaries. Who knows to where the wayward wind will blow us to, to venture us to places unseen and where it seems kismet is the only driving force beyond everything. I look forward to the challenges ahead.
EDIT:
Ahem. Was lazy to type up another post.
Can't get enough of watching Reden (unplugged) despite the fact that it's a naughty song which Tom wrote! It's actually rather cute. And if you ask me what I'm doing on the internet when I should be shoving my face in Statistics revision, well, I'm researching for GEOGRAPHY which frankly, is a pain in the ass. Tell that to Shell for me, thanks. I think they should be shot for the stuff they did in Nigeria. Ugh. But then again, I can also avoid travelling in gas-powered vehicles which is not even remotely possible! Ugh. Nevermind. Biodiesel is the way to go. I AM STRESSED.
Was heartened to hear from little sister that Ireland is freaking cold (exactly the way Aunt Taisee in the UK predicted). Glad to hear that global warming hasn't caught up with us yet. I want rain in Singapore! Because it's sweltering in here.
I sent my sister to Terminal 2 this evening. She still had messy hair (in which I bundled it up afterwards) but she looked happy and confident; which is the most important thing. I'm glad to see that she's excited, because I think this is an opportunity of a lifetime. For all of you who don't know, my little sister (aged 16) is going to The Republic of Ireland as a model united nations delegate of Sudan. I am very proud of her and I hope she enjoys herself and take many nice pictures to bring home :D She was chionging her resolutions two night ago in which she would have to present to the whole conference; I helped her out a lil bit, it was pretty interesting as the level of research was quite deep and I was encouraged by her arguments about the world being fixated on Darfur because of the availability of oil and not on the crisis of Kenya, which she argued, was also a breach of human rights. Well, good job! Have a safe flight to Amsterdam and if you're reading this, Jun misses you alot!:D And so do I (:
My sister is changing flights at Amsterdam which means she also gets to go to Holland, in a way.
T3 is gorgeous; seriously, the phrase ' one day all airports will be made this way ' truly applies to it. It's got the whole ambience thing going and um, I love the mechanical flower arm thingy and the comfy rubbery chairs :D Btw, at T1, the longest check-in q was for united airlines going to the US? Um, beats me but it seems like everyone was rushing to go to the USA. -shrug- The last time I took the United airlines to the UK, security was hell so I really wonder why people still choose to take the UA because there are so many other choices like SIA, from which I didn't really encounter much security hindrances. The same security applies; but with less hassles. Plus, I could see school trips all around me. Drat, the lucky brats (:
Will reply tags tmr! And yes, still stressed. Still chionging inflation -.-
Shar-rei is bored. Mugging and mugging and more staring at piles of worksheets and inner screaming that I should go get files to file this shit, but yes, no. Yes. Tom Kaulitz is hot, hot, hot, hot. :D And who was that blonde he was dirty-dancing with. I think half the world hates you babe (: Save this crazy world, please.
I miss Anna, I miss Charlotte, I miss bestfriend (AREYOUSTILLSICK? PLEASE GET WELL SOON, THE WORLD IS COLD W/O YOU, LOL), I miss SER-VEN esp MONICA CHUNG, I miss Drealy and Fitri (despite stuff that's happened) and I miss my transborder people (happy almost eighteen, louisa!) and I miss my JJ gang (Hema is at sports camp -.) and I miss having holidays that are what they are, holidays, and I miss my crazy parties and I just know I'm going to migrate one day. Ugh. More flooding mitigation and trigonometry revision. Make me a savant.
Get me out of here.
There's Line Camp at school but I've already got something on today and tmr so I couldn't make it. Still doesn't kill the guilt that I should go and help. Oh yeah, and I miss being really involved too.
My sister is going to Ireland this THURSDAY as a model united nations delegate. I'd most likely drag my self out of bed to send her off, being the very concerned and very kind older sister that I am, ha ha. Which means one less burden on the wireless connection at home, hahaha. Nwah, don't mean it. I think I will miss her. Thursday is also Louisa d/o Rajamanikan(??)'s 18TH BIRTHDAY. Boy, my friends do grow up fast. Count the days, Shar-rei, 18th's but a fleeting dream. My mum says I'm a crazy girl because I scream and I bitch wayyy too much for my own good and I've been trying for the rest of my humanly possible life to change that, but nope, still insane. At least I make life interesting, Mom, and you can't deny that. :D And I recently found out that I'm a B+, B blood types are generalized as: Wild, a do-er, cheerful, selfish, irresponsible, arrogant. I think I'm pretty cheerful, right? :D
They say the A's end on the 26th and I say, time to plan for holidays! :D Althrough I have no idea where we'd go but let's try something exotic, like Israel.
what do you do when the truth comes rushing in like a flash flood and hits you in the face like a slap from reality, as you are forced awake from pretend slumber?
I am really really really scared. I have counted the months, reflected on the days and asked myself, am I going to cry or laugh on that fateful day? I was really really shaken awake on the 7th of March 2008. As the shock sank into dread, sickening regret sank into my mind. My name will scroll on that list, on this same month, next year.
Please work hard everyone. I really really really do not want to see anyone's tears on this month, next year. I want to see smiling faces.
I'm going to re-take my A lvl Chinese.
Dear Lord, I need your wisdom and guidance more than ever, more so now, than ever before. You have never left me. Thank You, thank You.
(If I had a choice on how my life will be, I want to travel with someone I love,
and take photographs of the myriad and the pretty, spreading the love of Christ,
near and far until the ends of the world!)
I ♥ God and God ♥ me!
Contrary to popular belief, I'm not unfriendly!!!!!!
Talk to me and I'd definitely talk to you.
Most people don't really get me but I usually get most people.
Economics is beyond fascinating. ;)
x
Family is ♥!
Best friends are ♥!
Colours are ♥!
The universe is ♥!
My sister lost her luggage in the baggage chains of the world, but well, Changi Airport just called to say they found it :D Ireland's toffees rock! So does their Guiness :D She met a handsome Australian and a smarty Russian whom she hates. Very entertaining (: Some of the delegates were incompetant. One said this of Singapore: " Singapore' greatest problem is chewing gum and crime." My sister went totally: "UH, MAS SELAMAT hello?" And of Malaysia: "Our favorite pasttime is turning tops and flying kites." WTF? You know, when you're at a elite convention, doing some appropriate research would help. (: Andand, she faced a little discrimination but it was alright and fun in the end.
KLM's pilots are really good-looking. Seriously. And I saw this tall tall guy that really looks like Robert Pattinson! May Ching, your idol! :D And a Dutch guy standing next to my sister at the lost and found counter that was seriously seriously siriously omfg cute. Okay, enough squealing. Cousin Mark, you've gotta train hard for that pilot-ship so that you'd be just as suave as those pilots I saw! :D:D:D
JIAYOU.
I PASSED ALL MY TESTS. VERY HAPPY BUT YET, SAD. BECAUSE FOR MATH BLOCK TEST I WAS LOWEST IN CLASS, EVEN THRO I PASSED. 07S10 IS A VERY SMART CLASS, YES (; my shame brought tears to my eyes. work hard, work hard. off to do induction.
What do you see with your eyes? Where do the rainbows in the rain end? And when the night slides along the darkness, holding the moon in her hand, do we all hang our heads and ask the ground, what now? Did you know it was an ominous statement, that all children say : When I grow up, I'm going to be different. That when I grow up, I'm going to patch wounds and heal hearts, or write melodies to mend ends? That when I grow up, what will I be? What do you see when you close your eyes? I see the sky. And Beyond.
I thought I saw your shadow from the corner of my eye, but I guess I was wrong.
I don't know about you but I really feel the pressure now. I can't understand how being busy would help one get As. It's a good thing; involvement, but on the other hand, I'm no genius. I know I have to work hard, I can't mug much in a short period of time. And with the Common Tests coming right up, my nerves are all jittery. My weakest subject now is Math and I can't accept it; that's going to change. I know I've procrastinated this for far too long and I'm so nervous for A levels now, any slight mistake in my tests, assignments etc will bring on tears.
I already know the outcome of the Math Block Test.
TAGS:
HK - Hello! Oh really? I have a friend who was a PU1 at MI last year, maybe I'd drag her along and we'd pop down :D Thanks so much for the encouragement! (:
JEK - Sorry Jek, can't update you on Naruto now, will do so when I have time. But the series is getting reallyyyyy exciting now and I believe it's almost at the end of the run! And sometimes, I still want to slap Sasuke because he's being such a twit but whatever :D
MONI - AIYO MONICA CHUNG(:P), I don't understand what you're referring to le! Even after reading your post like 3 to 4 times?? So, what exactly are you talking about?? anyways, happy working kay. Got surplus must treat me at Westmall Swensons'! AHAHAH. Miss you much :D And yesyes, was there a underlined meaning behind the biscuit? (: You know, Louisa said she saw him not long ago! :O
VIC - GE was soosooosooo sad! Ya, math sucks! But gotta strive on! JIAYOU! :D
SIEWPS - OMG serious! We can attend lessons together :D:D:D:D and work hard for Chinese tgr! Let's strive on, Siewps! Yeah, it's super romantic and funny. Esp that ending sentence!
crash; it was a hit and run.
I watched Taiwan news again! It's the Presidental elections? There was this American Chinese girl with her Taiwanese mother, who was barred from entering the ballot box area because she was wearing a politically-sensitive tee. Normally, I'd be chastising Taiwan for barring her, because she can't vote anyway and it's just so ridiculous, but then again, her attitude was disgusting. She loudly proclaimed in front of all the cameramen, "No freedom of speech!" I don't know why that irked me but ugh, look at her. That superior tone she uses with the journalists as if they were a bunch of rats that can't understand English was in an almost vindictively justified attitude. Only her manner of speech came across as a insolent American in foreign lands, even though her skin is of the same colour as of the journalists in front of her,with an attitude of a supercilious hoity-toity juvenile. It was annoying. If I passed her by on the streets, I would have mistaken her for an ordinary Taiwanese girl anyday, because she had the appearance of a typical Chinese girl. That girl needs to be taught some manners, because darling, if you didn't know, you were on Taiwanese soil at that moment of time and not in your Manhattan studio. Good grief.
Rantrantrant. Join a gang will you? Should have been Saturday Report's title. (Geez, it's the Theme of Crime and Punishment o.0) And again, aren't gangs illegial because they're a sure route to becoming a criminal. Dear Parents, the easiest way to prevent your kid from ever encountering people whose only endeavor is to live on the lowest rung of society is to pay ridiculous amounts of money to gets them into an international school or to make sure they're smart enough (with a lot of Parental Guidance of course) to enter an elite school. Cherie's Sure Way To Live On The Upper Rungs Of Society From Childhood.
Read Saturday's report. It was absolutely intriguing except that everyone in my old school (myself included) already know why gangs exist, right down to the cause and effect. I never had any respect for people who do nothing but throw away their lives that both God and parent gave to them.
There's a Math block test tomorrow. Oh my beegees, who created hell and put me in it? After attempting to do Math for a while (aka revision), I kinda flipped. It's already at the point where you do or you don't. You just know.
It's a good time to sing Why Does It Always Rain On Me.
I chose to retake Chinese A level. God bless me that it wasn't and isn't the wrong choice. Like I say, nothing's impossible if only impossible was never invented. It doesn't belong on my vocabulary, except maybe flying pigs.
It was a good day, thro I was tired. Chatted with Kong Xinyi because we just found out that we take the same bus to school!:D LOL. After one and a half yr of living around the same area. -shrug-
probably my last lengthy post before the next weekend
Great Expectations is a seriously sad sad sad story. And I'm loving it. Used to hate reading it, because it was such a drag due to all the details but after some time (especially when you get to the end), one begins to see where Dickens' mastery lies. Poor Pip, poor Estella, poor Miss H and of course, poor Mrs Joe, for dying because of that jerk Orlick. He should burn in literary hell, if that's even a possibility. It's been a good journey through Literature.
I bought some Dickens' books from UK last year but I never did touch them. Perhaps I should start reading some of them soon.
Reading GE actually inspired me to write a scene from an original work I was doing. The character Idromas' home-coming from a month of wandering and his ailing mother and twin sister's reaction, in et cetera to various other occurances. Reading is good fun.
Was nagged at by various members of the family about trivial conflicts and other things that concern matters too close to my heart. Sigh. Even if the whole world believes that I, the eternally punished with the title of the family's uber spoilt first granddaughter (or like my great aunt likes to say, 连家大小姐!, with much uncalled for relish), can never live overseas on her own, much less wash her own clothes, I will prove everyone wrong. It wouldn't be the first time. Strive on, Cherie's Mission To Learn More About Homey Things That Will Enable Her To Actually Survive On Her Own. For the record, I CAN wash my own clothes and I know that it's back-breaking. Even so, I know there's much to learn and much to know.
SERIOUSSTUFF: I don't know why but I know that I'm reallyreallyreally ang-gray(!) at China's handling of the Lhasa uprising. Claim all you will, but even non-believers like I believe fitfully that the Dalai Lama had nothing to do with the violence! And to have shot some people to stamp down on the protests is a severe breach of human rights! I've always had a great respect for China, because it was the homeland of my ancestors and a land of great ancient history and culture but there are also times when I believe that they could have reacted in a better and more intellectual manner, instead of striking out like a wounded dictatorship. My dad and mum have been watching Taiwanese news lately and I have to shout out - the DPP's tactics are deeply asinine. It pains me to believe that such politics exist. I put my ten cents worth on Ma Ying-jou for President. Go justice!
Dad is going overseas for work tomorrow. It'd be a cold cold empty place at home tomorrow with both Dad and Mei gone. D:
Where outstanding is just ordinary. I read today's Saturday's Report. I may be no RJC student and I can't say I'm outstanding in neither cca nor academically. I do regret not joining Photog when I wanted to; just because well-meaning teachers encouraged me to indulge in more mugging and less activities. But I am comforted by the fact that I have passions, namely, writing, photography and court laws, and the sentence, crème de la crème is not enough, where the sky's not the limit but the limit is the sky, is where I'd set my boundaries. Who knows to where the wayward wind will blow us to, to venture us to places unseen and where it seems kismet is the only driving force beyond everything. I look forward to the challenges ahead.
EDIT:
Ahem. Was lazy to type up another post.
Can't get enough of watching Reden (unplugged) despite the fact that it's a naughty song which Tom wrote! It's actually rather cute. And if you ask me what I'm doing on the internet when I should be shoving my face in Statistics revision, well, I'm researching for GEOGRAPHY which frankly, is a pain in the ass. Tell that to Shell for me, thanks. I think they should be shot for the stuff they did in Nigeria. Ugh. But then again, I can also avoid travelling in gas-powered vehicles which is not even remotely possible! Ugh. Nevermind. Biodiesel is the way to go. I AM STRESSED.
Was heartened to hear from little sister that Ireland is freaking cold (exactly the way Aunt Taisee in the UK predicted). Glad to hear that global warming hasn't caught up with us yet. I want rain in Singapore! Because it's sweltering in here.
I sent my sister to Terminal 2 this evening. She still had messy hair (in which I bundled it up afterwards) but she looked happy and confident; which is the most important thing. I'm glad to see that she's excited, because I think this is an opportunity of a lifetime. For all of you who don't know, my little sister (aged 16) is going to The Republic of Ireland as a model united nations delegate of Sudan. I am very proud of her and I hope she enjoys herself and take many nice pictures to bring home :D She was chionging her resolutions two night ago in which she would have to present to the whole conference; I helped her out a lil bit, it was pretty interesting as the level of research was quite deep and I was encouraged by her arguments about the world being fixated on Darfur because of the availability of oil and not on the crisis of Kenya, which she argued, was also a breach of human rights. Well, good job! Have a safe flight to Amsterdam and if you're reading this, Jun misses you alot!:D And so do I (:
My sister is changing flights at Amsterdam which means she also gets to go to Holland, in a way.
T3 is gorgeous; seriously, the phrase ' one day all airports will be made this way ' truly applies to it. It's got the whole ambience thing going and um, I love the mechanical flower arm thingy and the comfy rubbery chairs :D Btw, at T1, the longest check-in q was for united airlines going to the US? Um, beats me but it seems like everyone was rushing to go to the USA. -shrug- The last time I took the United airlines to the UK, security was hell so I really wonder why people still choose to take the UA because there are so many other choices like SIA, from which I didn't really encounter much security hindrances. The same security applies; but with less hassles. Plus, I could see school trips all around me. Drat, the lucky brats (:
Will reply tags tmr! And yes, still stressed. Still chionging inflation -.-
Shar-rei is bored. Mugging and mugging and more staring at piles of worksheets and inner screaming that I should go get files to file this shit, but yes, no. Yes. Tom Kaulitz is hot, hot, hot, hot. :D And who was that blonde he was dirty-dancing with. I think half the world hates you babe (: Save this crazy world, please.
I miss Anna, I miss Charlotte, I miss bestfriend (AREYOUSTILLSICK? PLEASE GET WELL SOON, THE WORLD IS COLD W/O YOU, LOL), I miss SER-VEN esp MONICA CHUNG, I miss Drealy and Fitri (despite stuff that's happened) and I miss my transborder people (happy almost eighteen, louisa!) and I miss my JJ gang (Hema is at sports camp -.) and I miss having holidays that are what they are, holidays, and I miss my crazy parties and I just know I'm going to migrate one day. Ugh. More flooding mitigation and trigonometry revision. Make me a savant.
Get me out of here.
There's Line Camp at school but I've already got something on today and tmr so I couldn't make it. Still doesn't kill the guilt that I should go and help. Oh yeah, and I miss being really involved too.
My sister is going to Ireland this THURSDAY as a model united nations delegate. I'd most likely drag my self out of bed to send her off, being the very concerned and very kind older sister that I am, ha ha. Which means one less burden on the wireless connection at home, hahaha. Nwah, don't mean it. I think I will miss her. Thursday is also Louisa d/o Rajamanikan(??)'s 18TH BIRTHDAY. Boy, my friends do grow up fast. Count the days, Shar-rei, 18th's but a fleeting dream. My mum says I'm a crazy girl because I scream and I bitch wayyy too much for my own good and I've been trying for the rest of my humanly possible life to change that, but nope, still insane. At least I make life interesting, Mom, and you can't deny that. :D And I recently found out that I'm a B+, B blood types are generalized as: Wild, a do-er, cheerful, selfish, irresponsible, arrogant. I think I'm pretty cheerful, right? :D
They say the A's end on the 26th and I say, time to plan for holidays! :D Althrough I have no idea where we'd go but let's try something exotic, like Israel.
what do you do when the truth comes rushing in like a flash flood and hits you in the face like a slap from reality, as you are forced awake from pretend slumber?
I am really really really scared. I have counted the months, reflected on the days and asked myself, am I going to cry or laugh on that fateful day? I was really really shaken awake on the 7th of March 2008. As the shock sank into dread, sickening regret sank into my mind. My name will scroll on that list, on this same month, next year.
Please work hard everyone. I really really really do not want to see anyone's tears on this month, next year. I want to see smiling faces.
I'm going to re-take my A lvl Chinese.
Dear Lord, I need your wisdom and guidance more than ever, more so now, than ever before. You have never left me. Thank You, thank You.
.
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