My Personality

Neuroticism	64
Extraversion	87
Openness To Experience	80
Agreeableness	6
Conscientiousness	75

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. Stressful and frustrating situations can often be upsetting to you, but you are sometimes able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. Novelty, variety, and change spice up your life and make you a curious, imaginative, and creative person. People see you as tough, critical, and uncompromising and you have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You set clear goals and pursue them with determination. People regard you as reliable and hard-working.

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Oh wow. This thing is pretty accurate I suppose. HAHAs. Sometimes I enjoy being under stress though. LOL. It keeps my drive going.

I found this from Keith's blog. XD

yaaa.
im like totally resigned to anyth now.
appealed back to JJ today. no ideas if I can get back in.
met Jessie and Val at town today and they were like totally shocked im appealing out of SA.
hahas. o'well. loads of other people are shocked too.
But i really think the distance is a factor.
if this is the way im gonna live my next 2 years, its gonna be tough .

HM.
went to AC with yuting today and we like went around the school looking for teachers.
i think she has like a super high chance of getting in cos the Art teacher seems really impressed with her O'lvl work.
Man, even im impressed myself!
Her drawing of feminine beauty is totally superb la.
Was quite an imbroglio sort of thing. Shant say much about my own teacher-seeking.
OHH. and we met this weird guy there.
he's as desperate as me. HA.

YAA. THEN, went to JE to meet her friend and HQ.
so sorry YH, for making you wait for us so long!
after appealing to JJ, YH, myself, YT and HQ went to the nearest hawker to eat.
RAWR. tom yam is yummy but its like fissuring out my mouth can.
all the best for appeal tmr, YH!

went to town. cos im was super lugubrious.
but yuting really cheered me up. haha. had fun talking about van gogh and jc life.
HQ very emo all the way. hey girl, now that i know wad you were upset about, cheer up kay!
shopped. watched I'm A Cyborg, But That's Okay.
Its a damn despondent, dolorous sort of story. It made me feel depressed all over again!
ohoh, when I was at the counter:
like I told the counter girl, "Tickets for the CYBORG show please."
It really cracked yuting up. HAHA. shouldve seen the look on her face la.
freaking hilarious.
dinner was at NYDC. aunt called up and agreed with my opinion on going back to JJ.
going to stay at her house on Thurs and Fri and finally have my own room back.
As in I have my own room there, sorta. cos i share my room at home with my sister.
going to CUT my hair too. been craving a cut for ages.

cant wait to buy that top.

cant wait to start mugging too.HAH
you go girl!

:D

Okay, this is old news but I got posted to St. Andrews.
RIGHT.
It wasn't the school I wanted to go and when I was there, I realised that it wasn't the good school I had thought it out to be either.
I'm just so.. miserable going there every morning and forcing myself to wake up and sleep early in order not to be late.
Right now, my mood's fluctuating really horribly.
Crying is like super easy now. just thinking about the 3 mths and how much I miss my friends, the horrid stuff i've heard about SA, and the plain exhuastion coming home from school everyday.
I can't do this.
I don't want to stay there anymore.
Whatever possessed me to change SA to my 2nd choice from JJ is the other crazy, totally off her rocker me.
it's really the distance and other major factors.
I can't do this.

I miss JJ so much.

I'm holding on the the Hope that AC will accept me but I don't know what's the hope that exists.
I place my future in the hands of God and I pray continuously that He will save me and I still believe that but I'm so afraid.
Jo sent me a message just now, praying to God for me and tears just flowed from my eyes.
I was so touched.
Thank you Jo. I love you so much. Thank you.
I know God has a future planned out for me, somewhere, somehow.
And I pray that it gets to me soon.