its been raining, and raining
it seems to echo my emotions.
yup, been really emo recently.
not because i WANT to.
because of random people and random things,
my resolve fell apart.
someth personal that's eating at me.

BUT NEVERMIND.
positive attitude!
hahas (:

i've still been myself,
really busy lately, havent gone home once before 10 for this week.
But its worth it, really, with Love Fiesta coming round the corner and everyth.
We must get everyth done before that date!
The thing that I did that really impacted me was the bamboo hanging.
I am seriously, afraid of heights but I climbed up on that shaky chair anyway,
to tie the string to the pipe above.
I was like literally clinging on to it altho' it wouldnt do much for me.
Haha, dangerous, but it really helped to confront my fears
I'm not so afraid of heights anymore!!
So ya, I learned quite a bit too.
:D

It's grandma's birthday today too!
I love you grandma and may you have many years to come!!
It's always a superrr grand event on grandma's birthday.

OKKKK.
to all my darls, I know I know I've really not been a responsible friend to y'all
because I keep cancelling our meet-ups but I really hope you guys understand!
I promise promise promise I won't won't forget about the lot of you k!
-LOVES-
Miss you all so much.

Ciao!

i realised that i really really love dance!
i mean like really xDD
i feel set free, elated, just to dance.
so yaaa, maybe i shld retake up my dance again?
HAHA.
too late alrdy LAH.
goshh. how time flies.

yupyupyup!
i really wanted to stay back and dance Pump It instead of going to NUS
but.. it would be horrible not to go when i signed up for it.
anyway,
i did go to NUS.
(hurhur, saw someone with someone xDDDD)
anyway,we got lost.
yaaaa. and we walked circles.
but we managed to get out of there in any case.
the exhibition was really entertaining!
sort of, but i was really tired and i sort of blanked off a few times.
Oh dear, I better sleep at like 8 today.

yaaaaa.
and i've been thinking about stuff.
JJ is such a great place to be.
Somehow I've grown attached to this place,
and I've been having second thoughts about someplace else.
budddddd. loads of factors to consider,
and like Wesley said, "Think with an open mind."
Yep, right.

(To me, all that is going on,
Really affects me.
Maybe I'd stand and smile quietly
But it always stings.
I cant blame you,
Because we're completely different people
It doesnt matter.
So Carry On. )

ahem, ANYWAY, that's a free verse poem i wrote ytd.

ohoh, IT WAS MY BESTBESTBESTBESTIE EVER'S BIRTHDAY, YTD!
HAPPY BELATED 17TH!!!
LOVE YA SO MUCH!
we like talked so much ytd until my dad had to yell at me to sleep.
HAHA.

-HUMONGOUS HUG-

WARGHHHHHH!
I like have a chinese compo to finish!
so many pages!
OMGosh!
I"M LIKE SO GOING TO DIE!

HAHA.
skin changed.
yes.
i'm so so drained.

we had height and weight.
ohmygosh.
my MOSTMOST hated thing of the year.
but this was okay. :D

then we had interviews for j1 leaders.
it was okay.
(EH! no better word to describe it?)
i'm just soo soo tired, lazy to rack my brain LAH.
yaya, i just talked and talked and talked.
and now I have a painful throat.
horrible.

&& i met peiyu!!!
at the toilet. xP
my like bestest friend in pri5 or smth.
hahaha.
i just LOVE meeting people i lost contact with.
because deep in my heart, i really still love them !
forgot why we lost touch too. o_o
eek, baaaad memory.

anyway.
IM SO CONFUSED WHAT TO ORDER TOMORROW.
i rmb someone in our OG doesnt like pizza.
ARGH.
okay, off to call people!
ciaooo.

Ohmygosh.
I really really hate this skin.
Sometimes, the pic does NOT load!!
So if you see something really awful,
I'm so sorry about it!
That is sooo not my blog.
AHHH.
I have half a mind to scrap everything.

Ya! And I met ZhengWei again.
At choir, of all places!!
Haha.
If you dont know (which I dont think you do),
he was my primary 6 classmate back at Rulang.
HAHA.
so funny. I still remember we worked at a proj together.
And he was really whiny back then.
Wahha, no offence.

Thenthenthen,
I found out that HIST is really interesting!
Yes, me, the history hater.!
Dad is always crapping about history to me,
so I actually know some actual history stuff.
HAHA.
It was so much more entertaining than GP.
I always dream that the GP teacher is trying to bore us to death.
Esther fell asleep in GP and I was so tempted to follow suit.
& I got lost again.
&& my buddy actually came early!
I forgot my phone.

Rainrainrainrainrainrain.
It never seems to stop.
And when I see ____ and ____, I feel so sick.
Whatever larhhs.

yaya, i'm such a lazy bug.
sihua offered me a free ticket to go watch superstar live at mediacorp,
and i was like "UM, ah, tomorrow got school?"
HAHA.
but it's so cool right???
anyway, i dont watch superstar but i know its some chinese talent show, right?
lols.
den she was like, "support darren!"
and i was like, "Wha-? Who's darren?"
sheeshhh.
sorry, girl, i'm really so not into touch with this kind of stuff.
but it was really sweet of you to ask !
love ya!

Come to think about it,
I really havent been in touch with hq and the rest.
ARGH!!
So sorry, my bestieees.
You guys know that I still love you right?
(:
one day, all of 7seven should go out tgr!
yes! no excuses for some of you studyworms. xD
den ask jh and the rest along.
whoa, sounds loud but fun. ^^
Oh man, really miss you guys.
-HUGHhug-

lalala.
htein is the best.
send me loads of songs.
heard that, htein?? ^^
sorry for forgetting to msg you today and for pouring all my crap on you.
thanks for hearing me out.
you rock! the best brother evarrhh. (:

haha, funny.
This post is all about my friends.
My day was normal.
Oh, caught up with Shihui and JianChian in school.
I was like , "AY, HELLO!" LOL.
Actually my purpose to ask them to buy tickets, butttt...
Ended up chatting instead. xD
den there's alot alot more but the i rmb the both of them only.
haha, LOL. sorry, the rest of you!

Ya, really chipper today.
Cos of -dadada- htein!
who so kindly said some really great words to me.
thanks again.

later!

yup, back from camp.
JJ orientation is the most rocking camp I've ever been to!
the people there rock too.
first time I've ever not wanted to leave camp.
LOL.
oh, and i forgot to call home.
mum and dad panicked..
and almost wanted to report me missing to the police.
=.=
haha, just realised how much my parents care.
yup!

sometimes, i feel like a demon because i'm always
doing the wrong things.
but its alrighty now.

HAHA.
rock on, OG2!