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Faith conquers all.
9 April 2006

God, I'm trembling.
this is a really personal entry.

I couldn't go see grandpa no matter how much i wanted to.
i can never go there again,
not even to step foot into the graveyard.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.

i loved you granma.
i really, really did.
when you were hale and well,
i blame only myself for not trying to know you
to love you

endless apologies.
how can i ever atone for my sins?
how could I have ever been so... cruel?