cny cny cny cny cny cny .
buahha
cny goes with fun,,
we gambled, watched the guys play warcraft, i msg-ed a tonne of people, laughed our heads off, had TRUTHorDARE in which i almost got sabo-ed etc etc
okay
so that was day eve/eve and day eve and day one. ^^
it was cool

some parts were blahh thro.
like at night wen everybody's sian diaooox that kind of thing
ch-kor called me on eve'/eves night.
wahha.
it was SO cool kayy on the eve.
i meant the fireworks. ahhaha
prolly best cny ever.
erm. really?

really had fun with them cousins.

grin-

YEAHHA . psst*you rock a bajillion. i mean it! no matter what they say. ^^

after this holiday/s, its back to hit the books.

/crazymood

I"M SO DAMN PISSED OFF.

was scrounging the forums just now when there was a file for the lastest bleach ending song hosted by a website called putfile.com
naturally, i clicked.
IT DOESNT ALLOW EXCESS TO SINGAPOREANS.
read it if you're curious.

-stops to roll eyes-

this is basic stupidity and at the IQ level of 65
whatever our government does has no issue with you
the man was a criminal!
grrrrrrr. had enough of all this stupid things.
if you have a problem, take it up with the goverment!!
mofos.

right.
back to hit the books.

CCA fair today..
soo.
i have to admit that i was disappointed.

who am I looking for? who was i waiting for? no one was gonna come, I'm so stupid.

i thought it was over.

i feel more sick than ever.

maybe it made me insane because i was going arnd with jek,
shouting, join coincillors, join choir, join taf, join edc,
best of all dont join anyth at all.

-sigh-

i'm a lousy senior.

arghhh.
i cant bring myself to finish what i started.
this bullshit is getting to me.
i havent shed tears since mum caned me last year.
i swore i wouldnt
cause i WONT!
i'm not weak, i'll be strong.

i defy and defy and it feels like i'm crashing my world
she screams, they shout and i dont hear
cause nothing does matter
anymore.

i feel like i'm gonna throw up.
life's changed.
accept it, cherie.

i had a chat with atika about him.
the olddddddd him.
the irreplacable supposedly forgotten idiot
i didnt even know him.
it makes me feel incredibly stupid
she asked me, "Are you sure you dont give a damn?"
and i was like, "Absolutely."

I should stop lying.

/I'm in SCHOOL. wahha.
its chinese lesson and frankly, i'm going crazy over not knowing how to read the zaobao website.
-.-"
ahh, i need to study more.

I saw a photo of Kureno kissing Akito yesterday.
its offical.
I hate Akito like SHIT. she sucks.
omg, Kureno, why must you like her?
there's so many other girls out there like Uotani for example.
Uotani is Arisa, the girl I mentioned a few entries down.
okok, its not reall, its not real.
but i feel so SAD!!! >< AKITO, JUST DIE
seriously, i've never hated any other anime or manga character this much.
just looking at her makes me go EW.
right now, i dont even know whether to call her a her or a him.
she was forced to act like a boy when she was young because her mum thought that the head of the clan, Sohma, should be a boy.
blaaa.

must persevere!!

hmm. i tink i made someone mad.
arghh. ok, thank my inconsistentness.
shithell

damn, i'm hungry.
-sighs-
I NEED TO STUDY MORE.
NEED TO REVISE.
SCREAMS*

nice, cool, retro-y skin
yeah.
probably wont be updating tat all much.
cause of well, yea, O's.

CO is going to kill me.
so many many rehersals.
oh why oh why , why must it be now?
i dont have that much time to spare.
argh. needa buck up on my chinese
or else my dream of going to JC can be chucked down the drain.
shiznit. it's NOT a dream ok, it's gonna be reality.
yeah

SA here I come!

i miss everybody.

<3

because i've been fuggin studying.
yes, i have.

and it gives me a real good and happy feeling.

tired out for no reason.
well, maybe i've over-exerted myself.

i dont want to let anyone down.

not them, not her, not anyone. watch me.