haiish.
i can work harder.
i can be better.
i wont give up.

[=

haiish.
i'm soo unhappy.
my parents nahhs . .
they were like reprimanding me just now.
really felt so indignant.
over studies ..
haiish.
my mum was like screeching :
you dinnn even GET 20 and below for L1R5, where the heck you expect to go after sec sch life??
and i was like:
but mum! i improved alot!
and she was like:
I DONT CARE!! show me your results.

sobs.

today was rather eventful~
uh huhhhs.
had the lit rehearshal.
ohh man, i think i said my lines about ten times today..
i shall hit myself on the wall if i forget em.
ahahas.
only for sec 2s and sec 3 acad and technical to watch.
lolx.
means that all my classmates dadadada wont be watching!
isnt that simply fantastic?
-grins-

behh.
sooo tired man.
and guess what?
stupid me left my uniform and the costume skirt in the freaking toilet..
luckily joanne took it or i think kaining is gonna kill mehh..
hahahs.
thanks jo.
i'm so blur~
arghh. cant believe i juz left like that.

i need to get shut eye.

sorry, gerl.
if you think we're drifting apart ..
maybe we are..
i think we're both changing ..
but rest assured, i dont like anyone at the moment ..
because if i do, you'd be the first to know.
really.
-huggs-
i know theres no such thing as forever for anything nahhs ..
but you must know that i'll try.
maybe we should talk sometime soon?
((:
dont be sadd ..
but you know .. i'll always be there for you too.
even if you dont wanna tell me wads going on..
i can feel it yah ..
cos we're still close, no?

i'm all that and then some.
i'm nobody you ever knew.
or could ever know.
but i take the world in my arms..
and embrace it with God.

its promotion day tmr!
woohoo~
no school!!
bud i still have to go back . .
dundundundum.
for lit play rehearshal . .
with mrs loh?
at 10 am .
damnn . .
got holiday oso no holiday.
ahahas.

whatever.

watched the show on national geographic inside 911 - end game . .
its about the world trade center de.
the hijacking, all that.
its soo sad..
felt like crying but couldnt cry..
why do people do these things?
fcuking terrorists . .

kick his ass, america, kiss his effing ass.

NARUTO:





...26 more freaking WEEKS of filler??!??!
*smashsgrumbleshitssmackskills*
NOOOOOO!!
><
can they change their storywriters?
cos the fillers SUCK much.
urghh.
the only character that has actually gotten development in the fillers was Hinata and I liked her new moves.
i'm only hoping that was by Kishi's words.
BAHH.
where the fuck is Sasuke???
ahahhas.

i'll stick with the bloody manga, thanks.

i changed my skin.
cos i thought the old one was really space restained.
hahas. i need space!
ROFL.
uhh- ignore the iheartseuu.
hate the spelling but love the design.
i dont heart anyone at the moment, if you know what i mean.

okay, i really have Fuushigi Yuugi on my TO WATCH list now.
loaned it from Huiqing for like EONS.
ROFL.
sorry hun, I'll just watch it through tomorrow.
heh.

my BLEACH is downloading realllllyyy slowly.
hurry up!!!
i need anime!!!
damniit.

urghh. i expected much more fer my results.
my dad was like, your physics so bad arhs . .
and i was like ;___; . -sobs-
63.5 - eh, to me, its not bad . .
but to my dad . . ><
it must be really horrid.
MUZ JIAYOU!!!!!

yesh. cherie, you muz gambatte.
i dont think my results are all that bad BUT -
can be better. heeeeee.
i'm never content!!!
urm. . tmr's papers are going to be the worst!
>< oh Lord, help me.

bigSIGH*
i dont want anyone to expect too much of me,
or for anyone to believe too much in me,
because i just want to excel where i can,
and trust in my own abilities.


i wish i was like you.
i wish i wouldnt have to study and get 80s.
ARGH!

my cousin called in from aus today to wish me happy birthday. thanks mark kor!!
heh. got loads of sms-es too from various people jus to name some:
huilan-sista, sihua-sista, liw-sista, reuben, chehao-kor, huiling etc. <3~
and some pple called at midnight or over msn like:
huiqing-dajie, hteinlin-kor, jek-mei, daphs-dearie etc. <3~
thanks guys! iLOVEyouall!! -sends kisses flying- ^^

wen to watch the myth today.
nice show. ((:
den walked my feet off. arghh.
bought loads of white stuff today.
like slippers, shirts, jackets.
hahahah.
had fun shopping.


urms.
thought about some stuff too.
yeah, like what i really want for myself.
uh-huh.
i wen to sajc in the morn with kinlai and huiqing.
saw subject combos and stuff.
yeah.
i'm going to work really hard for them.
i noe i can and i noe i will.
a line from huilan. =D


yeah. 15 years is a long time.

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
yes! i am glad that i worked my ass off for this exam.
i really worked hard.
hope the results will be good.
heh.

TOMORROW'S my birthday. ahhh!
getting older. BEHH. hehe.
wonder if anyone has e same bdae as me..
=p

MUGGING. period.
gambatte! dont give up!

. . . it's all worth it. ((:

i'm gonna win this war.