heyyoo .
i`m at scho0l now . .
heheh .
lalalahhs .
badd gerl .
((:
its englishh lesson n0w .
we`re supposed to be doing a proj . .
lolx .


hmm .
justt told someone something .
hahaha .
not really la . .
its not important .
haiishh .
i kept my promise noee .
i never told anyone . .
felt so sorry for youu . .
><


lessons started straight out today .
haiis .
stupiid lahhs .
first day oso muz have lesson .
BOOOOOO .
lolx .
denn got hw lorhs .
hm .
yep .
g0tta go .
cya pple ! ^^,

wtf .
school`s reopening tomorrow .
=.=


haiish .

we wenn to watch initial D today !!!!
edison like so totally rawks my world !!
hahahaha .
lolx .
jay was quite good-looking in tt show too .
haha . yepps .
shawn yue . . ok la .
hm . and e storyline ROCKS .
go catch it .
maybe some pple wun like it cos its mostly about racing?
but i LORVE itt .
so niceeeeee !
heee .


on e plus side theres :
EDISON !!! <3s


dont mind me i`m going crazy here . =/

goshhh ~
i`m tiring of this skin already .
pretty quick eh?
hahaha .
but it`ll stay cos i simply have no time
to work on another one .
hmm .
maple story is NOT working again .
-cries-


hm .
i seriously sorted out my touts ytd?
like i really did .
if its gonna be tt way, den so be it .
i will try to prevent it but if i cant, let it be nor .
its fated yah?
i dont have e mood and e time to care about such stuff anymore .
when one door closes, another one will open .
maybe God will open a window for me, i jus have to see it .
i love them both but i cant have them forever .
i noe, i noe, i`m superbly selfish .
but hey, this is reality .
i`m talking about frens btw .
=/


i learnt tt from my family .
sometimes they dont care and i cry .
but after a while, i learnt to realise tt
e only one tt will care for me forever, is still me .
i cant make anyone stay by my side .
but i can make myself believe in me .
even when the world has given upp hope .
pessimist? yeahh .
cant help being e way i am .

blarhhx .
maple story is not working .
is it jus me or is it the server?
shucks .
*BIGsigh
><


hmm .
i`m exhuasted .
have been revising loads . .
arghhx .
been thinking about JCs .
read an article in teenage about JC life .
sounds badd .
hahah .
h0pe it wont happen to me .
i really want to go to st andrews .
9 freaking points .
haiish .
can i do it?


NARUTO simply rawks . ^^,
i love sasuke !!!
hahaha .
for some reason my sis hates sasuke .
cos he turned bad in e end?
lolx . i dont care .
lalalala .
i want to watch gseed destiny .
howhowhow?
dun have e webbie to dl it .
ah . . i`ll wait until e cd is out .
=D


wheeeeees . . !

blarhhs .
thanks henry !
for teaching me chem .
hahaha .
sorry liw, for keeping your darling online for so long .
he`s chem pro worh .
i really understood alot .
thanks !


arghhs .
feel so damn left out .
cos my dad bloody hell GROUNDED me ?
shit him .
haha . no lahhs .
my dad rawks ok .
its for my own good i guess .
hq, sh and lan go airport today see jay !!
arghhhx !
i wan go too !
but i cant .
boohoos .
nvrm .
i`ll be a good gal and stay at home . hahaha .
lame .


haiish .
i wanna get 8 points for Os like chiat siang !!!
its really good .
><
muz work really hard?
yepp .
somehow i work hard not for myself
but for my parents .
cos i dont wan them to be embaressed of me?
yeah .
i wan them to be proud !
so i`m gonna work hard for it .

haiis .
i`m getting stressed here .
hq told me to get tuition .
><"
$$ probs you n0e?
my maths tuition is alrdy a load on my parents .
cos its pretty ex .
i`m not some rich kid you kno !
blarhhhs .
have to stand up on my own two feet .
wont giveup on my studies !
i still aim for jc . ^^,


my chem totally scuks !
msg-ed dapp to help me .
gonna call her later tonight .
haiish .
my dad came and asked me how was my studies .
its freaking shitty of cos .
but i din dare tell him .
jus nod nod lor .


yahhs .
and i`m going to work hard on maths n science .
i hate chem more den i hate phy !
boohoos .
i feel like an idiot .

haiish .
i hate being sh0rt !!!
arghhx .
seems like everyone arnd me are growing taller .
even jiajia (my cuz) is like taller den me . .??
and she`s two years younger?
oh man .
so embaressing .
hate this .
-grumbles-


haiish .
studied today.
i`m freaking lazy !
my dad wants to help me but i keep shying away .
as in go play comp or smth .
crapp .
help!
i need motivation!
but sometimes e chem stuff he teach me wrongly . .
and i know it but i duno how to tell him .
as in mole has to write ratio right?
he doesnt . cos he din learn it in his time .
yeah .


wadeva .
jiay0u!
((:

i feel so sad right now .
i really feel like crying .
i dont know why i`m always the one being left out . .
of this family .
my mum never cares for me .
they all leave me behind .
am i not also their daughter?
i feel so left out .
she didnt even ask about me .
she doesnt care .
nobody does .

i really feel like ending this life right now .
am i really that hateful?
why does everybody hate me?
i dont understand .
and nobody understands me either .

i wanted to make a new start out of everything . .
so i made a new blog .
i dont wanna be that old me anymore .
i want to change .
i want to be different .
((:

yepp .
but i wont change much .
jus in some way, i`ll be different .
wanna be a good person i guess?
but not too good until get bullied by some pple .

i was kinda sad ytd . .
hm .
dont ask me why .
its a ridiculous ans .
so long le . .
dunno why i still cant be e same .
-grimaces-
i waved goodbye to him . .
i dont think he saw .
haiis .
nvrm . .
wads over ish over and cannot come back .

i should know that .